27.9.07

When You're Gone

Song Title: When You're Gone
Artist: Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lye
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, that lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear, will always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you...........

23.9.07

Fate

By a twist of fate, we knew each other when we were in infancy.

By a twist of fate, we were able to meet again this summer and many things happened.

By a twist of fate, we are no longer single.

By a twist of fate, you will leave HK a few days later.

13.9.07

Busy

I have been very busy since the first day of school.

The three-hour orchestra rehearsal is very time-consuming. Besides that, because of some reasons, I am studying with two piano teachers. It is very stressful for me because they teach in different ways. I have to practise a lot because I want to learn as much as I can before going to the USA. And I need to accompany two violinists. They both give me demanding works. One is Mendelssohn Violin Concerto 1st mvt and another one is Mozart Violin Sonata in B-flat major, K454. But I am so glad that S decided to switch to play Mendelssohn instead of Tchaikovsky one month ago. Then I only to have work on two accompanying pieces only. I have finished going over the notes of the Mendelssohn 1st mvt and I am trying to polish it and play it on tempo.

The Mozart seems to be not very difficult. However, the piano part is quite difficult indeed. My classmate did some research on this piece and he told me that in this Mozart Violin Concerto, the piano is actually the "main character" rather than the violin. To certain extent, it is possible to say "the violin accompanies the piano". I predict that I will have to spend much time to practise this piece with my classmate.

6.9.07

Addiction

I have drunk pretty much coffee these few days. Frankly, should be too much. I am addicted to coffee and it is quite impossible to ask me not to drink it.

G was worried about that and he decided to help me fight the addiction to coffee. I asked him what if he fails to do that. He answered me very confidently, saying that he will persist and succeed.

Haha, just see whether G can do it.

5.9.07

Stressed

MTD programme started yesterday.

To me, the programme is quite tough because I aim at spending more time on piano practice. However, today I realised that it is not easy to do that. As I join the orchestra, I have to attend rehearsals every Wednesday. It starts at 6:30p.m. and ends at 9:30p.m. Most classes finish at around 4p.m. and many orchestra members go practice within this period of time. There is a shortage of practice rooms. This afternoon I could hardly find an empty room to practise piano. At last, I had to "borrow" practice room from a senior student. I managed to practise two hours which is definitely not enough for me especially I am doing some very demanding pieces currently.

I never allow deterioration in my piano playing. There was a moment that I felt so stressed when I was in the practice room. I think I need a rest.

1.9.07

A gift

Yesterday I received my first gift from a boy. It was G whom I have known him for many years. To be accurate, should be since infancy as our parents are very good friends.

We had high-tea in the coffee shop of Ritz-Carlton hotel. The proportion of the tea set was quite big. G and I decided to order one set only and shared the food. It was so delicious and I especially liked the blueberry cheesecake. We chatted for a few hours until the waiter asked us to leave since the buffet dinner was fully booked and they needed our table.

As I live quite close to Central, so I usually go home on foot. G walked with me. My whole family went out. Indeed I was not supposed to let a boy come into my flat when no one else was at home. However, I saw G sweating and I asked him to come in and wash his face if he wanted to. After a while, he suddenly took out a bag and gave it to me. I was so surprised because I didn't expect that he would buy a gift for me. I unwrapped the gift and it was a porcelain figure of two little kids(a boy and a girl) flying kite. It was handmade and the craftwork was very delicate. I liked it so much that I didn't want to put it down. And I noticed that he was so happy when he knew that I like the gift.

When my mom came back, she laughed at me again. That made me feel so embarrassed but I could hardly resist smiling.