Disappointed

I feel quite disappointed with you. Perhaps you can't see the reason why I have this feeling since I never tell you. You may wonder why I have chosen to hide my feelings. It is because I know you will definitely do all the things that I have expected in order to please me. But this is not what I want. It is meaningless for me to tell you what I wish you to do. I just don't want to be let down for so many times.

I am not going to tell you why I am disappointed. You shall find out the reason by yourself.

Some feelings

I can hardly believe that I will leave Hong Kong three weeks later. I don't know how to describe my feelings through words. Excited? Nervous? Upset? I really have no idea.

Of course I am excited to go to the USA because I know that studying abroad will be a very precious experience in my life. And also, I will have to learn to be independent because nobody is going to take care of me. I feel nervous too as I am not good at socializing with new people.

I get to feel a bit upset because I will miss my family very much. And also, all my relatives, friends and teachers. I will miss my home and lots of other things.

I am so glad that my mom will go to the USA with me. She will come back to Hong Kong when everything is settled down. Hopefully, I won't cry when she leaves.

Preparation . Appreciation

Discussed the programme for a "concert" with my cellist friend. So far we have decided which sonatas we are going to play. Still need to think of some more pieces.

It is a piece of cake to appreciate music in a concert that lasts for one and a half hour. Yet, it is extremely difficult to prepare a repertoire for a concert, especially all the pieces are so demanding.